loving her enough to let her be happy

[edge]

(01:31:56 )
edge[Torianna]
Happy Trails Inn
Hulneth Island,GRP
cabin#5
thrall for rent
pm restricted

: -wakes up in her cabin on the furs by the hearth-

(01:38:16 )
edge[Torianna]
Happy Trails Inn
Hulneth Island,GRP
cabin#5
thrall for rent
pm restricted


is at one of the Guest Cabins and says to ALL: -sitting up he reaches up to teh steel around his throat...it's not locked and he removes it from his neck....sighs and gets to his feet.......puts the pale blue tunic on over welted back then kisses the collar and places it on the table where she'll see it.....she'd told him to put it on or walk out the door....word travels fast among slaves and he'd heard there was a man that came to claim his Mistress......he wants her happy.....that's the only thing he wants and knows no FM would be happy with a woman who owns a thrall that loves his woman with all his heart and soul......so he grabs his cloak and puts it on then walks outside-

01:39:50 )
edge[Torianna]
Happy Trails Inn
Hulneth Island,GRP
cabin#5
thrall for rent
pm restricted


is uopn the path and says to ALL: -glancing over his shoulder he feels his heart breaking but only wants what's best for her......and it's not an ex slave.....maybe she'll find him later and give him papers so he doesn't become someone else's slave but for the time being he'd go into hiding.......tugs the hood of his cloak over his head-

(01:42:58 )
edge


is uopn the path and says to ALL: -the thought of her with any other man but him rips through his soul for he loves her as a man loves a woman not as a slave loves a Mistress......he'd told her all that last night......but it doesn't matter what his thougths and feelings are........the welts remind him of his place.......he's going to go hide and become what he once was.........a FM......and hopefully she would find happiness........he blinks back tears of frustration hurt and even a bit of anger........angry that the PKs see fit not to allow him any happiness.........but then again he's just a slave-

(01:46:08 )
edge


is upon a large pebble beach and says to ALL: -at the beach he nods to the crewman and walks aboard a ship that's about to take to sea........he pays a price for passage and walks below deck hoping she understands how much he loves her and how he could never share her with another man.....if that makes him a bad slave so be it.......she'd left that collared unlocked last night for this very reason......and now maybe fate was showing him why.........but it doesn't stop him from feeling like shit.......the ship sails off-

[edge]

11:35:58 )
edge

: -walks along the beach towards the path............the hood over his head hiding his now naked throat......hiding the tears in his eyes and the look of pain on his face-

(11:38:36 )
edge


is uopn the path and says to ALL: -walks along the path towards the cabin....midnight blue cloak billowing behind him.......steel blue eyes dark......he shouldn't have left like he did but it appears she's having a good time with out him.........unlike he who feels like his heart has been ripped out for the second time in a month.......hates being like this and would rather be dead about now but decides to do this right........he has nothing to offer but his love......and he growls low knowing if he can't make her see why he did what he did then it's pointless-

(11:40:45 )
edge


is at one of the Guest Cabins and says to ALL: -stomps the snow from his boots and steps in glancing around........growls.......fuck he's missed her..........perfect.......well he'd fuckin sit here until she comes back.......he sits down on the chair and just glares into the fire.......he hasn't eaten for 2 days and doesn't give a damn.....tired of watching men try and claim her or seduce her into the gardens.......he's tired of watching all that and so she'll either accept him as a free man or it's over.........he can't sit back and watch as a slave any longer-

11:42:48 )
edge


is at one of the Guest Cabins and says to ALL: -he'll leave it her decision........he still needs his manumission papers........so he sits there staring into the fires-

(11:46:19 )
edge


is at one of the Guest Cabins and says to ALL: -leans forward and runs his hands through dark cropped hair after shoving the hood from his head.......fuck it'll be forever before she gets back......he's got like 10 ahns to wait..........he'll go crazy before then.......he growls and stands up then begins pacing.........she'd given him the option of freedom or not........we'll he'd chosen freedom after seeing so many men in a hurry to paddle or claim the one woman he loves more then life itself...........he can't sit by and watch that.......so she either accepts this or sends him away.........hell she might be so mad at him she doesn't want anything to do with him......would be his luck-

11:48:46 )
edge


is at one of the Guest Cabins and says to ALL: -she thinks he had an attitude as a slave wait till she sees how demanding he can be as a free man.......never one to let things slip by......not from his slaves or from his women.......shakes his head and groans.........he just wanted to love her.......that's all he wanted.........but then yesterday had been an eye opener and reminded him that technically on gor he's lower then pond scum......and was treated like it often.......fuck it.........he's not sure what his place is anymore.........he just knows it's with her.....somehow-

11:53:04 )
edge


is at one of the Guest Cabins and says to ALL: -after pacing a few times he rushes outside and throws up off the porch.............dammit.......he's never been this upset over a woman of any kind and hates it but he's no longer in control of his heart.......she owns it......holds it in her hand and he doesn't think she realizes how much this shit hurts him when she flirts and men threaten to paddle collar or claim her.........he wipes his mouth and walks back in to lay down on the couch and wait-

[tray]

scans the words with her jet-blacks, feeling the emtions they speak. saying nothing, but leaving a warm thought, comforting look she walks away speechless