~tizi~

[tizi]

slips to the boards and sits here a while, trying to find the right words to express how i feel

i have given this much consideration, knowing it won’t be well accepted as being the right thing to do. Sometimes people have to do the wrong thing in order to follow their heart, and i’m in that situation now. As a newcomer to these realms, there has been great loneliness for me here. Everyone seems to know everyone else.

i’ve put good effort into being part of this Home, as least that is my feeling. Following the rules and working each day to be a productive member. Yet i still feel alone here. Perhaps i just don’t fit in somehow.

The character of tizi is being retired in hopes of finding fulfillment somewhere, some day. There are no predefined plans, nor would she know where to go at this point. Time away from Gor may be the best option for a while.

Please accept my deepest apologies for leaving in this way, its not the proper behavior of a slave. my heart’s just not into this right now, thoughts need to be gathered so that I may find a way to serve from a full and eager heart.

i wish all well and great prosperity to the home and its members.

[tray]

You words mimicked many of the emotions I too had felt. I was drawn into a kinship upon reading them. I know we’ve spoken on many occasions; upon me, and that which I’ve felt a loss to express of the slave I should be. It’s so hard to be new, to feel so utterly alone, and wish with all that you hold dear to find you fit in. Sometimes it doesn’t work. No matter how hard you try to be what you think others would want of you. Interaction, a simple moment of time could mean the world. Much like the time I’d spent with Mistress Serpant. Yes, she and I had rough patches; but I’d like to think through it all, it made the bond I hold for her much stronger. You; I shall miss as much as her. I was blessed with the short time being around you, to watch what I could become. You held so much grace and beauty, a true heart that was so eager to please. Please don’t loose touch with the one behind this simple slave that held you in high regard.

- These words she’d fashioned upon a note and left in hopes that tizi’s eyes would find and read one day. It was folded simply and left with her quiet footfalls that took a girl away.-

[Nyah]

girls can you please add me to your Msn [e-mail]

[Maccy]

if you need to talk or vent leave Me a message will pass on My msn to you Maccy

[tray]

msn is [e-mail]

[pelagon]

It is sad you is leaving tizi I liked watching you serve a lots, I will miss you. If you wishs to speaks with me my messenger is [e-mail].

Takes care girl

[Joe]

take good care, you wil not find what you are looking for at Hulneth...but then what you are looking for you will not find anywhere...it is in you already to simply share. If you stay thats fine, if you leave I wish you well in your endevours.


Jarl MacBain